carried away

other issues with my mac:
how do i take pictures with it
where is this "iphotobooth" ive heard about in whispers


so anyways i totally should not have bought this cardigan today seeing as i think im going to howloscream at busch gardens in williamsburg this weekend and oh you know las vegas next weekend for halloween (im in a traveling mood these days). as if i didnt spend enough money in new york last weekend to make those trips almost impossible, i had one of my manic moments where i actually included "go to jcrew and buy cardigan" on more than one to do list in the last 3 days, to the point where on my break at work i went to jcrew and bought this cardigan (by the way thank you god for building a jcrew in reston town center). notes on the cardigan and its importance: this past weekend in nyc i only brought jackets and sweaters in a black scheme, so when i wanted to go out in my boat shoes, as i often do, i was at a loss. luckily bobby offered up a cutie cute cute mens blue cardigan. seeing as hes about as gay as a double rainbow its not like its so super masculine. anyways it wouldnt matter if it were because im such a lady and all. point being i wore it literally everywhere for three days, and it turns out that as he was packing for milan he made me give it back to him before i could hide it in my puma duffle. what a bad friend. obviously its become an obsession...since sunday (its tuesday now) and i needed this damn navy blue mens v-neck cashmere cardigan for 75 USD plus tax. (side - i did look for a womens but 1. they are over $100 more expensive because women are bitches and 2. it wasnt a v-neck - i dont have large boobs for nothing people. luckily i was able to reason with myself that even though im still about $700 short of where i need to be by next friday i dont have to return my cardigan for a couple of reasons, one because i can wear it at busch gardens and two because i look so darned cute (i would know i am wearing it right now with some grey jeans and the peanut necklace i made myself)

if you werent able to piece together where the two points i made this evening converge thats sad, but basically i cant even take a picture of how cute i am right now because i dont understand my computer. maybe im getting dumber as my cardigans get cuter... wouldnt that be a tragedy.



feel free to come stalk me at b.g. or in vegas
ill be the snazzy young lady cloaked in navy

-a

ughsies

I dont get this new itunes
why cant i just play all of my music on shuffle
i feel like my mother, who to this day doesnt understand that aol isnt the only way to access the internet...even though she uses internet explorer to get on aol.

looks like fasting is just going to have to wait another year since i didnt quite make it...at all...even a little bit
sorry god!
if it matters i still like israel
similarly the break fast was still fun and delicious


im sitting in my basement right now watching forrest gump and bawling
god im such a fag
but its just like really sad that jenny dies and forrest just loves her so much

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7PNrWfM4qg&feature=related
take a little peek at that

el tamarindo is the best mexican salvadorian food ive ever had...at 6 in the morning at least.





in another side:
i love fall. like i am absolutely having full on FITS almost everyday lately because fall is just so wonderful. it smells amazing outside. its almost electric, something about the air, and the scent of the leaves turning, and of wood burning, even the way the sky smells crisper right as the sun sets and everything cools just to the point you can see your breath. all of the colors are just so rich and pervasive, everything is deep and burnt, like the colors are expressing themselves to their fullest extent. their last ditch effort before the frost settles for winter. i just want to drink warm cider and eat lots of squash and small woodland animals, ride horses to work, and carve pumpkins. i want to wear cardigans and take long walks on cobbled stone paths. i want to find an appropriate way to fit words like cornicopia, succotash and gourd into casual conversation. fall makes me wish i were still in colorado. fall makes me remember why i like the outdoors. fall makes me want to call fall autumn because its so fitting. i want to gather all the leaves in the neighborhood and fold myself into them and stay there forever. fall makes me miss being younger, and makes me yearn for being an adult, when i can go out and buy expensive organic red wine and cook hearty meals for all of my successful friends while we sit on the porch and have deep conversations. fall makes me somewhat of an awful romantic, at least in terms of the flowery language i use to associate it and the inexplicable passion i feel for the season.


anyways i hear my cat meowing at the door i should probably let him in since im in charge of the animals this weekend

anne

blah

ugh remember when i had a blog
when i wasnt awful
when i used to update
when i had more to say than filling space with this pablum

i havent even mentioned that i work at a new restaurant
same company of course but i was getting a little bored so new venue
im pretty certain im awful at my job
luckily im fun to talk to
not much else is new
work school work school work
im one of those people i didnt think i was capable of becoming
then again its not like i function at 100% capacity ever so basically what im saying is i dont sleep in as often
and i dont go downtown 7 times a week just like 4

whats new with you guys?