the woman sitting next to me on my flight from houston back to new york reminded me that when theres a will theres a way.

she went out and purchased several three ounce, airport friendly containers, and then filled all of them with vodka.. good for you texan housewife, good for you.

sobering up at the airport is almost as bad as sobering up in jail.

i must say that i am living for terminal eights airport fashions

im at the airport in new york flying to new orleans and i accidentally ended up at a gate flying to italy. signs are bullshit. my horoscope today is insane. i think it wants me to go to new orleans, but it also suggested i not throw the baby out with the bathwater.

sorry serena, boston is out

rome is back in

no decision yet.

off the topic of extern, i feel that i may have become a grifter. or at the very least a drifter. i say grifter because it sounds more hardened, but thats mostly because it in fact is. and while i cant attest to other peoples perceptions of me, i would suggest that though i do tend to lead a nomadic lifestyle im not quite a swindler. i could be wrong.

every weekend lately i find myself floating from place to place, someones bed (calm down, alone) to someone elses couch. trains that are supposedly on fire somewhere along the line, to hoping onto all sorts of different kinds of regional and local transportation, and all the while with a backpack full of knives in tow, tagging along to bars and bowling alleys alike at this point. lucky for me, i suppose, that less people are interested in what i have in my paul ll bean bag.

people i havent seen in years are being dragged into my chosen, and apparently preferred, homeless lifestyle. it is, of course, almost sukkot, so perhaps my homelessness and transiency has a deeper meaning. i just now thought of that, but who's to say my subconscious hadnt already.

thats pretty much all i have to say right now.

ok it's getting down to the wire. i really need to decide where im going to go for my externship. clearly thats where you come in, i dont much like making decisions for myself.

List:

New York City

New Orleans

Boston

i will have to live in this place for 4 months. where do you want to come visit?

help