i thought you were going to be in my life for my whole life. and now you dont exist at all. talk about disappointing.

ive been sitting and staring at this god damn computer all day. how do people do this? i managed to come up with a 12 song playlist that took me 4 hours to compile, and i only barely like it. ive written 2 entries in here.  i made my bed, sort of. what else really? like a couple of other things. and now im exhausted.

im moving soon. and im really excited for it. my new room has a window. and a wall of bricks. i want to make it look like im an interesting wild west explorer in there. mostly i want to write while the sun drenches me. thats unrealistic because i think the window leads to an alley, but god's great light will find me even down there. one of my new roommates has a hairless cat. her name is olivia, which is my middle name. i cant wait until she an i can spend a lot of time together. i find that cats make really good friends. i know its not just me, other people feel that way too. my new roommate is one of them, but she isnt the only person i was referencing. maybe ill show you pictures of my new room and my new friend once i move in.

my entire month is all about preparing for the 5 days leading up to my period where i eat 12,000 calories a day and complain about it.